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Censor steps back from safeguarding duties after ‘liking’ explicit tweets

The long-running dispute between Christ Church and its former Dean may have reached a settlement last term, but the College is facing public scrutiny once again. The Christ Church Junior Censor has stepped down from safeguarding duties after a complainant found him to have liked tweets containing erotic images.

The College was alerted to this on March 30th by ‘Gilo’ – whose surname Cherwell has withheld at his request – after the Junior Censor followed him on Twitter. Gilo is a writer and CSA survivor. Gilo contacted the Christ Church governing body, the Bishop of Oxford, and Chancellor and Vice Chancellor of the University, raising concerns over the Junior Censor’s safeguarding responsibilities.

A mathematics professor, McGerty’s responsibilities included granting students permission to have parties, and overseeing non-academic discipline. Private Eye reported that McGerty told colleagues he was stepping back to avoid “becoming a distraction” as the College undertakes an independent safeguarding review. The review is being conducted by Ineqe Safeguarding Group. 

Gilo highlighted that Christ Church’s safeguarding policies state that members of staff with welfare responsibilities for students should have demonstrated the “appropriate qualities to perform such a role”. In an email conversation with the Bishop’s Chaplain, Gilo explained that he was concerned that students “might think twice about presenting [welfare] issues to a man who promotes [explicit content] on social media”.

He told Cherwell that it was “hypocritical” of Christ Church to give McGerty welfare responsibilities in light of the controversies which have engulfed the College in recent years.

‘Liking’ a tweet on Twitter saves the post to one’s profile, and may lead to a tweet getting recommended to one’s followers. Gilo told Cherwell he was alerted to the images by a friend shortly after McGerty followed him on Twitter. McGerty has since changed his Twitter handle.

Eight minutes after Gilo alerted the College, he received a “sinister” anonymous email from ‘Wolf Man’ reading: “There is something seriously wrong with you. Please get some help and stop wasting peoples time. It’s desperately sad that you have nothing better to do. Seriously? Do something better with your life.” 

When approached for comment, a representative from Christ Church told Cherwell: “Christ Church received a complaint about a series of pictures that Professor Kevin McGerty ‘liked’ on a personal Twitter page unconnected to the College during a period before he took office as Junior Censor.”

“An external investigator was immediately appointed by Christ Church. The investigator did not find ‘liking’ the images raised any significant safeguarding questions of a primary nature.”

“On receipt of the complaint Professor McGerty volunteered to step back from his role as safeguarding lead, to avoid becoming a distraction at a time when Christ Church is engaged in an independent review of safeguarding across the joint foundation.”

His safeguarding role has been taken up by Clare Hayns, College Chaplain. Professor McGerty continues as Junior Censor.”

“A further complaint, concerning an email from an individual identifying themselves as ‘Wolf Man’ could not be investigated any further because the complainant was unable to provide the requested information.”

A representative from the Conference of Colleges said, “the Chair and Deputy Chair of Conference, and the Chair of the Conference Legal Panel, were contacted during the vacation by the complainant, and they undertook to seek assurances from Christ Church that the matter was being dealt with appropriately. These assurances were received.”

The University of Oxford and Kevin McGerty have been approached for comment.

Image credit: Sonia Shuster

“Why am I the one on trial?” – Review: Prima Facie

CW: Rape, sexual assault.

Review contains spoilers for Suzie Miller’s Prima Facie.

“It’s not emotional for me, it’s the game – the game of the law.” So asserts Tessa Ensler, criminal defence lawyer, at the beginning of Prima Facie, Suzie Miller’s eye-opening firecracker of a play which had its West End debut on 15th April at the Harold Pinter Theatre.

After a successful opening run in Australia in 2019, Prima Facie has been transferred to London this year, with Justin Martin as director. The one-woman play traces the trajectory of Tessa, played by BAFTA-winning actress Jodie Comer, as her entire world is overturned after an unexpected and traumatic incident shakes her faith in the justice system to which she has been staunchly devoted her entire career. Miller’s original script explores the flaws of the existing judicial system, particularly its cold-hearted methods of conducting trials, and its inability to see past the prescribed mechanics of the written law to the real individuals who resort to it in an effort to obtain justice.

At the play’s opening we are introduced to Tessa, a highly sought-after lawyer who has overcome both class and gender differences to reach the top of her field. She is successful, she is blasé, she is confident, perhaps arrogant. Comer dominates the stage, standing high up on an office table and firing out her lines with a fearsome energy which suggests Tessa’s ownership of the courtroom. On all three sides of Miriam Buether’s set, shelves filled with casefiles rising to the ceiling make it clear that Tessa is a prolific barrister, and indeed she herself tells us that she has not lost a case in months. Tessa swaggers as she relives her past victories in the courtroom, exulting in the thrill of the elaborate stage-play she has turned her job into and relishing in the feeling of seeing the prosecution fumble and falter under her infallible line of questioning. “Works every time,” she smirks.

In the background, a pulsating musical beat accompanies this rapid-fire monologue, its incessant thumping mirroring the cut-throat nature of the legal system. Tessa herself acknowledges that she has successfully defended people accused of sexual assault who may well have been guilty. Explaining this brutal professionalism as a requirement of her job, Tessa has an unwavering faith in the idea that the law is a vehicle for social justice.

However, the tables turn very quickly. Tessa’s perspective on sexual assault changes irrevocably when a colleague rapes her and she is forced to test the very system she is part of but which, she discovers, is far from perfect.

When Tessa returns to the courtroom after 782 days of awaiting a trial to take place, it is under entirely different circumstances: “same court, no armour”. It is poignant to note the contrast between this Tessa and the one we see at the beginning of the play. No longer does she have the self-assuredness she had 782 days ago, but is a mere shell of her former self, trembling and unable to face her old colleagues. She crumbles under the cross-examination she had once dished out with such prowess, becoming muddled in her own story under the purposely confusing and intimidating interrogation of the defence lawyer. The stage is dim except for a single spotlight on Tessa, emphasising the irony of the fact that she, though the victim, is the one being scrutinised and humiliated – surely the very opposite of justice.

Prima Facie is Jodie Comer’s West End debut, and she is utterly compelling in the role of Tessa. Comer has previously been described as a chameleon because of roles like Villanelle in Killing Eve, but her performance in Prima Facie, with all the shifts and switches it involves, is one to rival even Villanelle’s versatility. At moments throughout the play, Comer shifts into several other distinct characters to portray multiple parties involved in dialogues, including a courtroom judge, an irritating law student and an uncaring police officer. I am certain that I was not the only member of the audience who barely blinked during the play, so transfixed was I by Comer’s masterful execution of what is a physically and emotionally demanding script. Equally, she handles the humorous moments of the play with as much flair as the heavier ones, her comic timing as excellent as ever. On the whole, her command of the room was impressive; for the 100 minutes – with no interval – that the play lasted, Comer barely paused to take a breath, nor did she allow her audience to.

A particularly chilling moment is when Tessa, frightened and vulnerable after just being raped, suddenly switches into lawyer-mode, and instinctively begins to cross-examine herself the way she had cross-examined women in the courtroom. The musical beat starts up again, perverting what is an emotional moment into something to be objectively analysed under the cold lens of the law.

It is thus that Tessa learns, in the cruellest way possible, that a forensic, rational line of questioning and burden of proof cannot make sense of something like rape, because there is simply no way one can rationalise the horror of being violated. The woman who once vociferously defended the judicial system comes to the realisation that the concept of justice is merely an ideal, which in reality is often unattainable, especially for women. As Miller, herself a human rights and criminal defence lawyer of many years, comments in the Playwright’s Note to the script, “the legal system is shaped by the male experience”.

“Look to your left. Look to your right,” Tessa instructs the audience, pointing out that one in three women in the room have been sexually assaulted. This statistic resounds particularly loudly in our post-#MeToo world.

Coming out of the theatre, there was not a dry eye in sight. Miller’s script effectively sheds light on the fact that the law needs to evolve with society, adjusting to the modern understanding of consent and of the ways sexual assault can manifest itself – it is rarely as simple as black-and-white. “Why am I the one on trial?” Tessa asks. The question has yet to be answered.

Prima Facie runs at at Harold Pinter Theatre 15 April – 18 June.

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Image Credit: Helen Murray (Photography), Studio Doug (Design/Art Direction).

Ismat Chughtai on Indian female experiences

The Quilt and Other Stories is a 1994 compilation of short stories by Ismat Chughtai (1915-1991), a prolific writer of 20th-century India. She occupied a unique space as a woman in the Urdu literary scene of colonial India, which was undoubtedly a man’s world. As a Pakistani woman myself, I felt seen in her stories of the intimate lives of middle-class Muslim women, who battled a suffocating patriarchal society everyday. While the title story The Quilt no doubt is an excellent exploration of suppressed female sexuality, which led to a publicised obscenity trial in 1942 for referring to same-sex relations, I will be sharing my two favourite short stories from the collection (though it was quite difficult to limit myself).  

One of them is The Rock, which is told from the perspective of the protagonist’s sister, who narrates the breakdown of her brother Bhaiyya’s marriage. What makes her writing unique and appealing even now is how the narrative voices of most of her stories are women, who are spectators to the actions of the protagonists, just like us – we see events unfold with the narrator. 

Bhaiyya marries a beautiful teenager (Bhabhi, ‘sister-in-law’), nine years younger than himself, but soon married life ‘robs’ her of her good looks. As a natural result of giving birth, she gains weight, and in a show of control, Bhabhi limits herself to wearing red and pink, because her husband likes those colours. She is confined to the role of a dutiful homemaker, dictated by her husband’s fancies and wishes, a common tale in Pakistan and India to this day. 

Everybody seems to be content with this arrangement, Bhabhi included, until a new neighbour, Shabnam, moves in and ‘bewitches’ Bhaiyya. The narrator finds herself focusing her anger at Shabnam but sees the culpability of her brother, who starts making fun of his wife’s appearance. In all this, the temptresses are seen as the cause of Bhaiyya going astray, and he is pitied by other women for being entrapped in marriage, with an ‘ugly’, unshapely homemaker. 

The narrator describes her brother as a rock, unfazed by the waves leaping towards it, while the waves crash and disintegrate. In this poignant metaphor, the waves represent the women whose lives were ruined by him and by other men in South Asian society. Many South Asian women in the mid-20th century, when Chughtai was writing these short stories, did not have much economic independence and were restricted by unsaid societal rules, limiting them to the home. Therefore, for many women marriage was the only way of ensuring financial security and respectability, regardless of its restraints. Moreover, the bitter reality for many women was that they had to endure the infidelity or disdain of their husbands, but could not pursue extramarital relationships of their own; while it was only natural for a married man to be attracted to other women, it was an unforgivable sin for a married woman to be seen with another man. Marriage was a gamble, as Chughtai shows in her metaphor, as the waves disintegrate on contact with the rock. However, they still cast themselves against the rock, because they have no other choice, according to Chugtai’s stories. Some women at the time (and arguably now in rare cases) were at the mercy of men and their fleeting fancies, losing their autonomy through marriage and being reduced to nothing but possessions

Another beloved story of mine is Choti Apa (a respectful term for the second eldest sister, ‘little elder sister’), in which the youngest sister finds her elder sibling’s secret diary entries. The narrative voice is that of the youngest sister, hoping to uncover her sister’s deepest, darkest secrets and ruin her image as the perfect child with the perfect grades. As she hopes, she finds records of her sister’s secret romances but discovers so much more about her. This breaks her sister out of the limiting, two dimensional character of the ideal, modest Muslim girl. She can get angry. She can be jealous. She can be sad. Through this discovery, the narrator finds a newfound respect for her sister. 

What I love about this short story is the format used, which consists mostly of disparate diary entries and only includes the narrative voice of the youngest sister at the beginning and the end of the story. Since the narrator has found loose pages of the diary, the timeline is disturbed and jumps back and forth, and while it can be confusing, it is intriguing for the reader to see the development of Choti Apa and her life. Her many romances leave her confused as to which person to pursue a future with. 

“A thousand broad chests, high foreheads, thick hair, smooth ankles, strong arms. All are jumbled together like freshly spun threads. Helplessly, I look at that entangled mess. Which end shall I pull so that it disentangles into a long skein upon which one can ride and reach out to the horizon?” 


Under the veneer of the perfect woman is somebody confused and perplexed by the way of the world, unsure of which path to take and what lies ahead of them. For the women in The Rock, and many other South Asian Muslim women, one’s decision to marry could not be taken lightly and unsettled even the most shrewd of them. Ismat Chughtai cleverly encapsulates some of the many Muslim female experiences in a turbulent time in India, with independence struggles on the rise, and a burgeoning intellectual scene.

Local Hero: a modest masterpiece

What is the first thing that springs to mind when I ask you about the connection between a red phone box in the Scottish highlands, a crackpot oil multimillionaire from Houston, and a jaded and cynical negotiator who ends up trapped between the two colliding worlds? Some of you may think I’m mad to suggest that these unlikely characters can ever be connected, but those of you over a certain age might be able to guess at what unites this trio: David Puttnam’s classic film Local Hero. Indeed, it’s this strange collection of loveable characters, the traditionally-rooted soundtrack, the stunning scenery of the Scottish isles, and the message of the film itself that resonate with the audience. The result is a film which I believe we should all learn to love. 

Originally released in 1983, the concept of the film has evolved from a book written and edited by both Bill Forsyth and David Grieg into an upcoming musical that was supposed to premiere at The Old Vic  in June 2020, having previously premiered at the Royal Lyceum in Edinburgh last year. If you’re not familiar with the film, allow me to give a little synopsis of what goes on. It proceeds as follows: Texan oil magnate Felix Happer (played by the late icon Burt Lancaster), when not napping during board meetings, brainstorms the idea that a small Scottish fishing village would be the perfect acquisition for his gaudy, capitalistic company Knox Oil and Gas. It’s decided that a company gofer should be sent out to talk to the locals in the remote village – they’re “not in a third world situation” with Ferness after all – ultimately choosing to send in cynical MacIntyre (played by Peter Riegert) due to his connections to the country to garner local support and close the deal. Even within the first ten minutes of the film, Forsyth’s wry use of irony for comedic effect and subtle character development begins to take shape: Mac himself is not, in fact, Scottish. Instead, it is revealed that his Hungarian parents chose the name when they arrived in the country because they thought it “sounded American.” 

Upon his arrival in the “old country”, Mac is met by Daniel Oldsen (the incomparable and incredibly young Peter Capaldi) – a wet-behind-the-ears junior from the Scottish branch of Knox – who ends up accompanying the American through a tartan-clad micro-culture of Scotland. Together, they encounter characters such as the charismatic yet coy Publican-slash-accountant-slash-hotelier Gordon Urquhart (played by the dashing Denis Lawson), his ever-randy wife Stella, the seemingly impenetrable marine biologist and mermaid-like Marina (played by Jenny Seagrove), and the capitalistic Soviet fishing boat captain Victor, who comes to visit the village to check on his investment portfolio occasionally. His star-studded lapel might suggest one thing, his proud statements surrounding the western trappings he’s accrued over the years suggest another. Each character encountered is just as idiosyncratic as the last, but all are lovable to the audience in their own idiosyncratic way.

Whilst it may seem a startling claim to make, I’d argue there isn’t another 80s British film that can lay claim to having such a unique, lasting and deep-seated affection as Forsyth’s modest masterpiece – and modest it is, considering that it was shot entirely on a shoestring budget of £3 million. Compare this to other films of the time such as Monty Python’s The Meaning of Life from the same year which, although being a box office success, seemingly fails to capture the affection of the audience in a similar manner to that of its predecessors. 

Whilst Python (1983) was deemed to be a box office success, Local Hero was not given the same accolade – having a limited theatrical release in America at the time and making over $5.9 million at the box office (around $15 million today). It’s this that makes it an underdog film –- it was never destined to be up there with the action thrillers at the box office – but it still went on to bloom on VHS and DVD, gaining a cult following since. Up in the sky somewhere, there’s even an asteroid named after the film’s zany, astrology-obsessed oil baron Felix Happer – the 7345 Happer, to be precise. Local Hero is an obscure film, its slow-paced, character-driven ethos very much mirroring that of the life the locals in Ferness lead. Despite this, it overcame the initial theatrical setbacks it faced to leave a lasting impression both at home and further afield. Even the BPI-certified Silver soundtrack, written by Dire Straits frontman Mark Knopfler, managed to make more in gross earnings than the film itself – resulting in the song “Going Home” receiving an honorary place in the encore at many of the band’s concerts. 

Now, you’d think that this relatively unknown film wouldn’t be one to bring you to the verge of tears by the time the credits are rolling at the end. There’s nothing about it being an emotional film on any review site such as RottenTomatoes (which scored Local Hero a rare 100% rating) or IMDb. If anything, both sites mark out this film to be a comedy with no prior warning that tissues and hankies may be needed by the curtain call. It’s commonly described as being quirky, ‘indie’, easy-going, warming – but weepy? Goodness no. The storyline too does not hint at the emotional turbulence you, if you’re like me, might experience. 

It has been compared to a quieter version of Irvine Welsh’s Trainspotting: nothing really happens, nothing really occurs throughout the whole film. The first time I watched it, I found myself coming away with no real sense of what I’d just watched. An American goes to Scotland, on what he views as another cold, emotionless business deal, ends up falling in love with the place. His love isn’t meant to last; as soon as he begins to settle down, he is off once again. His stay cancelled at the last minute, he is forced to return to his own reality with nothing to remember his time in Ferness but some shells, a few polaroids, and a pining for a bright red phone box. Nothing major happens, but that doesn’t stop you from falling head-over-heels with the whole thing. The wonderfully eclectic cast, the gorgeous scenery, that one particular scene where a giggly, drunken Mac calls his boss from the aforementioned phone box, excitedly detailing the developing aurora borealis to him. It’s hard not to come away from such a film without feeling as though you’ve learnt something new or gained a new friend. You’re not sure what you’ve learned, but the feeling is still there. 

Despite not really having a clue what to make of it the first time I saw it, I remember for some bizarre reason I felt almost as though I’d gone through a breakup by the end. The older I’ve got since first watching it, the more it feels as though I’m watching the final scenes from Romeo and Juliet.

Having fallen in love with this bucolic paradise, Mac is brutally expelled from his newfound Eden back to the snazzy all-American inferno of skyscrapers, capitalism, tailbacks on the Downtown road, with only seashells and snippets to remember his Caledonian dreamland. It felt as though the viewer went through that separation alongside Mac – we’re with him for the whole film, and by the end of it it’s hard not to feel with him as he grieves for his new lost love. Perhaps again, this is a soppy take on an otherwise unemotional scene, but it’s hard not to relate to the feelings that must be running through his mind.

Simply put, Local Hero is a beautiful film. Although not a box office smasher or a thriller that leaves you on the edge of the seat, there’s something oddly beautiful about it that resonates with you once you’ve left the theatre, or cinema, or turned off your TV.  

Image credits: Arcaion / Pixabay License via Pixabay, Dominika Roseclay / Pexels License via Pexels

Artwork by Wang Sum Luk

Following the money: the meaning of “selling out”

‘I love selling out’ declared Charli XCX when speaking to NPR about Crash, released in March, a project which sees her lean into mainstream pop, ironically playing the part of an industry ‘sell-out’. She leans into the artifice and fun of mainstream pop, embracing its fantasy. However, many don’t view ‘selling-out’ in such a positive way; it’s often an accusation levelled at artists who change their style to something more mainstream and is often associated with inauthenticity, shallowness, and a lack of new ideas or integrity. But why is it such a bad thing to want to find commercial success, and are accusations of ‘selling-out’ ever justified?

At the simplest level, so-called ‘sell-outs’ are artists who lack artistic integrity, following popular trends and styles to cultivate mass appeal. The Black Eyed Peas arguably best fit this description, with the group abandoning the conscious hip hop found in their first two albums for mass marketable club bangers with EDM production, big hooks, and lyrics such as ‘You love my lady lumps/My hump, my hump, my hump’. But I’m not sure if they are a good example of an artist ‘selling out’. I’m not convinced that anyone feels let down by the Black Eyed Peas – they come across as unashamedly commercial, and no one really cared about their earlier work anyway.

To me, accusations of ‘selling out’ typically suggest some sense of betrayal; I think the simple desire to make more commercially successful music is not enough to be a true ‘sell out’. Take FKA Twigs for instance – her brilliant 2022 mixtape CAPRISONGS was marketed as more commercial and fun than her previous work, and this was welcomed by critics and audiences. I would argue that accusations of ‘selling out’ are triggered by other factors: a shift towards musical choices that are seen as less ‘authentic’ and a perceived ‘betrayal’ of an original audience, paired with a decrease in quality and originality.

So which musical choices are seen as less ‘authentic’? A common example that provokes ‘sell-out’ accusations is ditching your guitar in favour of synths. Taylor Swift took this route in 2014 when she left behind her country roots with 1989, a pop album filled with synths and catchy choruses. She achieved massive commercial success, but some complained that she had become ingenuine. Furthermore, this move is not always commercially driven – The Strokes have recently been incorporating more synths in an artistically interesting way. For example, The New Abnormal (2020) includes prominent use of synths, and was well received critically, but didn’t reach the commercial highs of their earlier, rockier records.

Furthermore, these ideas about what sounds more ‘authentic’ are very fluid and bound up in lots of assumptions. For example, why is danceable music often assumed to have less artistic value than music that supposedly ‘transcends’ the body? And why is live instrumentation more authentic than electronics? These assumptions about authenticity and value can also be co-opted by artists wanting to gain some artistic credibility. This may have influenced Lady Gaga’s decision to leave behind her synths and pounding basses and pick up her guitar for her supposedly more ‘serious’ album, Joanne (2016). Similar motivations might explain why Taylor Swift has a Southern accent on her earlier country albums which had disappeared by 1989; some accuse her of ‘faking’ her accent to gain credibility and appear more authentic to a country audience. It seems that accusations of ‘selling out’ based on simple changes of style are generally based on assumptions about authenticity rather than anything more concrete.

Alternatively, accusations of ‘selling out’ could come from a sense of betrayal from the original fan base of an artist. Often this fanbase is marginalised and feels abandoned in favour of the more lucrative mainstream audience. For example, David Bowie’s music from the early 1970s, in all its outrageous, camp theatricality, appealed to queer folks and others that felt like they didn’t fit in. Therefore, when he signed a big record deal with EMI in 1983, started making blander pop music with mass appeal, and spent the 1980s trying to convince the world he was ‘just a normal guy’, perhaps it was a sense of betrayal felt by his original fans that led to accusations of ‘selling out’. Maybe the same is true with The Weeknd; fans identified with the moody, hedonistic, alienated persona from his earlier mixtapes, and felt that his bright, danceable pop on records such as Starboy (2016), After Hours (2020), and Dawn FM (2022) undermine what he had stood for.

Much of this sense of betrayal likely comes from pop music’s power to forge collective identity through constructing ‘us’ and ‘them’; audiences are upset when an artist reveals that they’re not ‘one of us’ anymore. This issue has been heightened by the social media age when audiences expect so much from artists in terms of authenticity and accessibility, and often form personal bonds with their favourite artists. However, an artist shouldn’t be beholden to the expectations and tastes of their original audience, and their audience will inevitably grow to include people from new groups as they develop.

Some artists survive accusations of ‘selling out’ due to their newer music still appealing to their original fan base. Paramore’s After Laughter (2017) is a good example, which moved away from their previous pop punk style towards a style more influenced by new wave and indie rock. However, it mostly survived claims of ‘selling out’ because the band retained their lyrical style, and the music still appealed to their original audience. Some artists survive accusations of ‘selling out’ due to the undeniable quality of their work; Bob Dylan survived accusations of ‘selling out’ after ‘betraying’ his folk audience because he reached even higher artistic heights after he went electric. As with Bob Dylan, if your music maintains its quality, then your credibility can survive shifts in audience and style, even if the shifts are towards a more commercial style and a more mainstream audience.

All in all, it seems that if your music is good enough, no one’s really going to care about whether you’ve ‘sold out’ or not. Complaints of artists ‘selling out’ seem more an expression of personal taste than anything else. In any case, we can’t know what motivates artists in their creative process so these accusations will always be speculative. Music fans’ frustration with a perceived lack of originality and artistry in the mainstream musical landscape is misdirected; it should be aimed at corporations who decide which music can find massive commercial success, not artists who decide to change up their style. As mass media has become controlled by fewer and fewer corporations from the 1990s onwards, it has become increasingly difficult to break into the mainstream without corporate sponsorship. Corporations are inclined to be risk averse, and therefore more likely invest in musical styles that have proven appeal, making the mainstream landscape less varied and interesting.

But music has always relied on sponsorship, whether from corporations or royal courts, and this doesn’t undermine its value – all artists have to sell to somebody. Music shouldn’t have to transcend industry, the body, or anything else to have value, and that’s a good thing because it can’t. Many complex factors and motivations influence the creation of a piece of art, and this should be acknowledged in a nuanced way rather than being reduced to simplistic ideas of ‘selling out’. Furthermore, hand-wringing about artists ‘selling out’ could be robbing us of the chance to enjoy some amazing pop music from the likes of Charli XCX, The Weeknd, Bowie, and even the Black Eyed Peas. The question to ask when listening to your favourite artists’ popular new album isn’t ‘have they sold out?’, but simply ‘do I think this is any good?’.

Image credits: geralt / Pixabay License via Pixabay

The life of a birth child

CW: abuse, trauma, fostering.

Sitting at my first dinner in the Oxford interview process of December 2019, I began to feel my eyes rolling. I’m sure we all encountered some characters in our interview experiences, however this particular person’s behaviour struck much deeper than your classic verging-on-misogyny ‘banter’. The confident, budding PPEist, taking centre stage of our table, was proclaiming she hated children, to which all her peers chuckled in agreement. Her reason was that they were annoying her at the tennis club she coached at. “Really?”, I thought, as my grip tightened around my cutlery. I sat at that table thinking, “well, I hate kids because one’s just been using my younger sister as his punchbag and another’s just gone on a hunger strike, hit my mum, and called her a c*nt”. 

I never uttered these words aloud, nor did she know I’d been experiencing what it is like to be a birth child in a foster family for two years. She had no reason to know the trauma I’d witnessed or endured because of the LACs (looked after children) co-habiting with my family, but it still enraged me. Are these the type of people I’m going to have to confide in when I’m struggling at university because of my past? As it turns out, the tennis coach is now one of my best friends. She is, in fact, incredibly understanding.

Maybe it is a result of my concerted effort not to unload my trauma onto others, but I still haven’t found a single other person at this university who has had a similar experience to me. I do appreciate we all come from very different backgrounds with our various issues, and it doesn’t negate the fact that the tweed-wearing misogynist can have trauma too – there is no ‘invalid’ trauma. I understand. I am also aware that I am extremely privileged to have been the birth child and not the LAC in my situation. However, perhaps like many others at this university, I felt that nobody could relate to my particular experience, and I found that very hard. My GCSEs and IB, for example, were heavily disrupted by instances relating to foster care: one day a child and their parent refused to get into the car with my mum, and so I couldn’t be collected from school, and I remember not being able to focus on my French vocabulary because I had to report a child who had told me she was being abused. Who, here, could really understand and relate to these experiences?

No one knows how proud I am to have my place at this university, to have got the grades I did while my home was torn apart by abuse inflicted on myself or my family, unfortunately often by those who had been abused themselves. When people tell me how easy it was for them to get in, how ‘calm’ the interview process was, or how it was just the natural progression for them as their parents went to Oxbridge, though I do feel guilty about my reaction, I can’t help but feel resentful.

It is hard to carry your trauma anywhere, but I find it particularly challenging at this university. I find it challenging to reconcile that so few people have had an experience like mine, and so many have been sheltered in happy, loving, comfortable homes and have glided into their room overlooking the Rad Cam. I am acutely aware that this is not their fault. I know I am white, from a financially stable background, able-bodied and went to a school that encouraged my application, and so I apologise if this article comes off as something of a sympathy or a ‘woe is me’ piece. I still think I am allowed to acknowledge at times the hurdles I leapt over to earn my place and wish people would be more sensitive, not just towards me, but everyone. You just cannot assume you know what anyone has been through to get here. I guess my hope is that if you find yourself absent-mindedly recounting how you found it so easy to gain your place here, please think again. If anything, open up a judgement-free space to discuss freely what you have all overcome to study at one of the best universities in the world.

Image credit: Pavel Danilyuk.

Student cooking doesn’t have to be a recipe for disaster

A larder full of spices. A bread-bin stuffed with comestibles. A fruit bowl brimming with produce. At home I have at my disposal the ingredients to cook almost anything I want, whenever I want. What’s more, there’s the space to make it, and people to eat it, things which are, for me, components as essential for cooking as a saucepan or a chopping board. So, when I came to university (equipped with a two-pocketed apron, a twelve-hole cupcake tin, and a five-in-one immersion blender), the frankly abysmal state of the kitchens was desperately disappointing. Nonetheless, I persevered, but one hole burnt in the floor, two spilt ramekins of French onion soup, and at least three accidental knife cuts later, there was only one thing left for me to make: a resolution to cook less.

Now, by cooking less, I don’t mean eating only Hall or takeaway food from now on – as exquisite as Hassan’s is, we’re students, and we all know how unsustainable that would be. And I don’t really want to endorse the ‘Don’t cook, just eat’ campaign, because, as I hope I’ve made clear, I like cooking. What I mean is, when I do cook, I need to behave less like a cook and more like a student. So, I’ve been exploring how the two need not be mutually exclusive and am now able to share all the weird ways in which I’ve reconciled them under my new resolution. For example, last week I made noodles for a friend (who described them as glorious), and upon entering the kitchen another friend commented, “that is not what I was expecting when you said you were making noodles.” Of course she wasn’t. Sometimes the definition of studenting is a sad, beige bowl of what is essentially noodles and salty water. But with just five minutes more cooking – some shiny spinach, a jammy egg, a sticky chicken breast – your meal can gain oodles of vibrant colour, nutritional value, and, apparently, glory.

So, if the three main things I miss about cooking at home are ingredients, space, and company, those noodles succeeded in overcoming the first hurdle. If you don’t have a multipack of instant noodles in your cupboard, then all I can ask is why ever not? Although at home you may (or not, as the case may be) possess all the accoutrements for a beautiful, from-scratch tonkotsu ramen broth, this is simply not a realistic option at university. Shin Ramyun noodles (my favourite ones) are, on the other hand, readily available in packs of five from my nearest supermarket. The first argument for their constant presence in any student’s cupboard is that they make a cheaper alternative to the inevitable maccies you’ll be craving on your way home from Bridge. But in terms of an actual meal, they’re not to be overlooked. Whilst they may not be a professional chef’s staples, noodles can be just that for students. Other key items, as I mentioned, should probably be spinach (please just buy it, it’s so easy, it can be put into literally anything), eggs (if you can eat them) and soy-sauce (for me, it’s the perfect marinade for a chicken breast or tofu along with honey and chili). And suddenly, although not as extensive as the cupboard at home, my food cupboard in university is capable of producing a well-rounded meal without needing an emergency Tesco trip.

The second obstacle to overcome was the lack of space. One day last term I came back to an incessant drilling noise in our building. It was not, in fact, me with my immersion blender again, but builders fixing one of our accommodation’s many problems, and in doing so creating a literal barrier to the kitchen. We were supposed to be having a dinner party. With access to the kitchen blocked I nonetheless needed to provide something, so the Barefoot wine on offer in Sainsbury’s held more temptation than usual. My appreciation of wine being rudimentary, though, I opted for a culinary offering instead: tiramisu. Also on offer were madeleines (yes, I did look for savoiardi biscuits first; no, I wasn’t going to venture beyond the Sainsbury’s at the bottom of our building for the sake of authenticity), so I added those to my basket along with some mascarpone and double cream – everything else I’d be able to scrounge from my cupboard. I cleared my desk and set to work constructing a tiramisu without a kitchen, which turned out to be a piece of cake – although cake would have been impossible, my room’s capability stretching only so far as a fridge, no oven. All you really need is the serving dish and a bowl to make the mascarpone mixture, because you can just pour the coffee over the sponge once it’s in the serving dish. And for the chocolate layer on top, just buy a flake, leave it in the wrapper, and stamp/drop your heaviest textbook on it. When you open it (over the serving dish!) a powdery, chocolatey mist will sprinkle forth like snowflakes.

Finally, I mentioned having people to share my cooking with. This seemed to come with time – the noodles were to share with a friend, the tiramisu for a dinner party. And although I did have to distance myself from my sous-chef for a few days after French-onion-soup-gate, it turns out that with my adjusted method, weighing equal amounts of cook against student, the yield of my recipes has not only been tasty, stress-free food, but also a hungry and grateful audience with whom to share it.

How (not) to look at buildings

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CW: racism, slavery

When was the last time something was so beautiful it shocked you?

During the vacation I went to the Barbican Centre one afternoon, as the sun was setting. Having spent the day walking, my feet were nearly numb, but still I kept wandering, the building’s hard-edged, sunlit shapes drawing me further and further in. Only when numbness turned to aching pain did I finally make myself sit down, still gazing at how concrete and light and glittering water intersected throughout the building complex.

The notion that beauty needs no other justification is a captivating one. In an essay about his own artistic principles, the Victorian painter James McNeil Whistler argued that “art should be independent of all clap-trap”—in his mind, art had no responsibility to impart moral lessons, a notion that thinkers such as Oscar Wilde would later champion. I think that they would be pleased with my total commitment to this beautiful experience, and the drug-like intoxication this sight produced.

I have a strange passion for the post-war modernist style of architecture that the Barbican is an example of—strange because the foundation of this beauty is a mire of tangled issues. This style, pioneered by architects such as Le Corbusier, stressed functionality, replacing the chaotic clutter of 19th-century cities with carefully planned expanses of green space and concrete building blocks. Le Corbusier argued that beauty should come from simplicity and functionality, calling excessive decoration “an abominable little perversion”—architecture which functioned well and improved society would be beautiful without the need for adornment.

But there are flaws to this approach. Take anthropologist James Holston’s analysis of Brasília, the capital of Brazil, which was constructed according to modernist architectural theories in a bid to create a more community-centric and egalitarian society. 

In his book The Modernist City: An Anthropological Critique of Brasilia, Holston notes that the apartment blocks of the city, conceived of as being where rich and poor alike would live, still featured servants’ elevators and maids’ quarters—ones which were “no bigger than a large closet”. He comments that when he asked an official in the city’s planning commission about why a supposedly egalitarian city would still need these features, the answer he received was “it has to be that way”. The result of this mismatch between an egalitarian ideology and long-held class structures meant that these reforms did not produce concrete change, but merely served to “increase humiliation” for the working class. The picture he paints is of a utopian theory which nevertheless clings on to the unequal ideologies of the past it aims to eradicate.

Even the very proportions that these buildings are based on have come under criticism. Le Corbusier designed his buildings according to a system of measurements called Modulor, based on the idealized form of a six-foot-tall man, which made for grand and elegant buildings. But this sort of abstract theory struggles with the real needs of the public. As this article in The Guardian observes, elegant flights of stairs look good, but are no use to someone pushing a stroller or a disabled person, and underpasses that seem functional in principle could have threatening blind spots that become unsafe to navigate. With the benefit of hindsight, the notion that modernist architecture is driven by functionality seems dubious.

The stridently utopian ideology of modernist architecture seems a strange thing to compare with the aestheticism of Wilde and Whistler that I mentioned earlier. But I find it interesting that even as Le Corbusier and other architects of this generation sought to divorce themselves from historical inequalities and flawed urban designs, these same issues resurfaced in their work. And even though “art for art’s sake” sought to be a revolution against ideology in art, it could be accused of being an exercise in justifying the beliefs of the Victorian upper-class, a way to present aimless indulgence as moral superiority. Such an accusation would oversimplify the nuances and ironies of what Wilde and his cohort believed, but the fact still stands that it is difficult to conceive of art that does not reflect some form of ideology. Even art that claims to be non-ideological, or to have tossed out old beliefs, may still be influenced by unexamined theories. 

Let us set aside the notion of non-ideological art for the moment and turn to its polar opposite. The Marxist philosopher Walter Benjamin, writing during the rise of Italian fascism in the 1930s, commented that fascism sought to frame war as being aesthetically beautiful. He explicitly states that the ideology of Mussolini and the fascist-allied Futurist movement is the “consummation” of “art for art’s sake”, arguing that the hedonistic pursuit of beauty was being warped by fascism into a means of justifying all sorts of hideous atrocities. Benjamin believed that the necessary response was for Communism to politicize art, using it to point out the evils of inequality and agitate for revolution.

In this framework, the artist’s moral responsibilities are clear—but what are the responsibilities of the audience? Beauty has a tremendous persuasive power, one that propagandists and advertisers throughout history have taken advantage of. Consider movies like The Birth of a Nation or Gone With The Wind, technical masterpieces which used the storytelling tools of cinema in ways that were highly original for their time. But these stories were also racist fictions which glorified the institution of slavery and the Ku Klux Klan—ideas which were presented to the audience with all the magnificence and glamour that Hollywood magic could muster.

I think that it’d be an utterly irresponsible act of self-deception if I tried to ignore how closely art reflects political issues. Considering this relationship can be difficult, especially when it relates to art that one might like to go on enjoying naively, but it’s also necessary.

But do I then have a responsibility to avert my eyes at the sight of a beautiful building, because of the ideology that it is constructed on? Is beauty something dangerous that we should only engage with as a way to expose and defuse the ideas it hides?

Art may be tied up with ideology, but there’s a difference between a movie and a party political broadcast, and I doubt that anyone but the most puritanical critics (on either extreme of the political spectrum) would want to judge art solely on moral and political grounds. There’s something frightening about the rapturous experience of beauty—it can go against our attempts to write down clear moral rules, making us cheer for things that we might otherwise find repulsive. It falls outside our expectations, forcing us to reconsider our assumptions about the world. This is why art is fascinating and valuable, but also why it’s so challenging to think about.

When considering this matter, I’m reminded of Susan Sontag’s essay “Against Interpretation”, and its argument about what the role of artistic criticism should be. Sontag suggested that critics tended to focus on political or psychological ways of understanding artwork, framing art as a means of delivering complex and intellectual allegories. However, this approach can “usurp [art’s] place”, neglecting the qualities that draw people to it in the first place—she notes that the use of imagery and editing in a movie is just as worthy of study (if not more so) as the philosophical ideas it espouses. Criticism should not bury art under intellectual jargon, Sontag concludes, but help us consider the mechanisms and techniques which make it capable of moving us.

Beauty, by its very nature, can shock and disorient us. That’s what makes art, whether in the form of a building or a book, valuable. I cannot imagine embracing beauty as a goal in itself, not when it can propagate and legitimate monstrous ideologies—and yet focusing solely on ideology would miss the point of art’s complexity. Beauty’s persuasive power is frightening, perhaps dangerous, but that only makes it especially vital to engage with what ideas that beauty communicates, and the nuances of how it does so.

These questions will likely run through my mind whenever I walk through a beautiful building, or admire a painting, or watch a film. It’s a strange source of anxiety—but I can’t help but want to look for the right balance between these positions (if one is even possible), to find the correct way to look at a building.

Artwork and photographs by Wang Sum Luk

How to survive May Day

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With the start of a new term, I’d be amazed if you hadn’t yet heard the words ‘May Day’ mentioned or even been asked the question ‘What are you doing for May Day?’. There certainly seems to be a buzz in the air surrounding this year’s celebrations, perhaps because they’ve been cancelled for the last two years. For current freshers and second years, this will be their first ‘normal’ May Day – yet another anticipated Oxford tradition to conquer and potentially, the ultimate test of endurance. For finalists, this year’s May Day celebrations mark one of the last opportunities to really let loose with friends in true Oxford fashion before exams beckon.

But there are also those who don’t see the appeal of May Day and question the point of staying up all night and most likely writing off the next day with a terrible hangover. My friend even said to me, ‘if it’s an enjoyable night, you shouldn’t last until 6am’. Nonetheless, for those May Day enthusiasts who are excitedly making plans and are, like me, guaranteeing their friends that they will make it to Magdalen Bridge at 6am, it’s worth planning ahead and brushing up on those drinking endurance skills.

For this year’s celebrations options abound. Both the O2 Academy and The Bullingdon are holding events until 6am, promising the biggest night out this term. Bridge and Atik are also hosting their regular nights with a late last entry and a 3am closing time. You may be lucky enough to have a ball ticket, with both the LMH and the Somerville-Jesus Ball hosting students until the early hours of the morning. If clubbing isn’t your thing, rumour has it that some pubs might have late closing times, and Oxford’s classic kebab vans will be there all night for when your stomach needs some extra lining to carry on.

Since we are a bit out of practice with May Day it could be worth taking some extra measures. If you intend on making it through the night without chunning on the side of Cowley Road, consider pacing yourself and spreading those tequila shots out throughout the night, but if that was exactly your plan then by all means go ahead! Another crucial mantra for a night out that I live by is food, food, food. Don’t be afraid of that extra portion in hall or the mid-night Solomons, especially if you want to embark on a drinking endurance test which sees you into May Morning.

Whatever happens and even if you don’t make it to hear the choir sing, at least you know that you were part of a bigger celebration – one which, in light of the Covid cancellations, feels much needed.

Photographs by Wang Sum Luk

“A generosity of spirit in her landscapes”: the artwork of Jean Jones

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CW: mental health

English painter Jean Jones was once predicted by Iris Murdoch to become ‘as famous as Van Gogh’. Her textured brush strokes, rendered in a bright, opulent palette and invoking comfortingly familiar landscapes from her life in Oxford, Devon and Primrose Hill, have been noted for their particularly ‘poetic’ and ‘lyrical’ quality. In a striking juxtaposition with the sunny serenity of the scenes, the progression of her artistic career was inevitably and tragically limited by her various struggles with mental illness. A team led by her grandson have made it their mission to shine a new light on her fascinating life and career once again. As the second of a duet of landmark exhibitions on Jones’ work, Pembroke College JCR Art Collection are hosting a brand-new exhibition ‘Jean Jones: In Dialogue with Modern British Painting’, running from the 30th April to the 15th May. The exhibition will include a selection of landscapes, still-lifes, portraits, and self portraits, many of which depict notable sites within Oxford, such as Holywell Street, Magdalene College Deer Park, and boat houses along the Isis river, and will focus on placing Jones alongside other post-war British painters, presenting Jones’ art in dialogue with artworks from the gallery’s own collection.

In anticipation of the exhibition, I spoke to Harry Langham, part of a three-person curatorial team at the Jean Jones Estate. We talked about the process of posthumous curatorial work, the experience of viewership, and the relationship between the art world and mental illness.

Tell me a bit about yourself and your curatorial background.

I am part of a three-person curatorial team at the Jean Jones Estate. Myself and my co-curator Alex studied English at Wadham College, whilst Michael Kurtz studied History of Art – also at Wadham. In 2019, the three of us were approached by the family of Jean Jones, who were looking for a team to revive her artistic legacy. Alex, Michael and I all have quite varied backgrounds working in curatorial and editorial roles across the arts, but from the very first day that we set out on this project, we all felt bound by a real belief in the power of Jones’s story, and a common desire to share this story with the world. 

Though she was obviously formerly very prolific, when Jones died in 2012, she was experiencing relative artistic obscurity. Her work is now undergoing an incredibly exciting posthumous revival! From your perspective, what is the significance of curating a posthumous exhibition, as opposed to curating the works of a living artist? Is there a kind of specific excitement involved in preserving a legacy?

I think this is an interesting question, and one that absolutely goes both ways. There is, without doubt, something magical in the act of curating an exhibition posthumously. When you look at Jones’s paintings up-close – seeing the textures of the paint, the physical remnants of her brushstrokes – you do feel a real sense of closeness to the living woman. I think it’s something to do with that almost tangible trace to the maker’s hand. And there’s nothing more exciting to us than the idea of Jones living on through the work that we are doing today. On the other hand however, I also feel a real sense of responsibility to present Jones’s work authentically and sensitively, in a way that reflects her own artistic principles. It’s worth pointing out that neither myself, nor my fellow curators ever met Jean Jones, so part of this work has involved extensive research into her diaries and letters, as well as conducting interviews with family members and friends that knew her well. We have tried to build as clear a picture in our own minds of her character, but there is always a voice in the back of my head whispering: “I hope she would approve!” My sense though is that she’d be delighted to know that her work was getting the attention it deserves.

Michael Kurtz commented on Jones’ belief in the moral value of close observation as a method of empathising with the world beyond the self. What do you think her work has to say about the relationship between the external world and the self? Particularly with regards to the way she painted scenes that had personal significance to her.

Yes – Michael’s done some brilliant work in this regard. If you look through Jones’s catalogue of work, you very quickly notice her tendency towards painting familiar scenes. That’s because for Jones, familiarity was not synonymous with mundanity. In Jones’s work, there are differences to be found in even the most familiar locales – the subtle shifting of light, the formations of clouds, the winding on of the seasons. To me that’s a real act of love. There is, I think, a generosity of spirit in her landscapes, which reflects the way she thought about painting more generally. As you may know, Jones suffered from an intense and deteriorating struggle with bipolar disorder, during which painting offered one of the few sources of respite. I wonder whether engaging her attention fully in the external world, perhaps allowed her to forget, for a time, the turbulence of her inner life.

I’m really intrigued by the ‘The Myth of the Tortured Genius’ virtual exhibition and how it explores the relationship between Jones’ creativity, artistry and mental illness. How do you think the trope of the tortured artist is changing in the 21st century? Or rather, how do you think it should change?

I think that exhibition came from our own experiences as curators for the estate of an artist who fits the criteria of the “tortured genius” trope. Those sort of readings, which attach a kind of magical or maverick quality to mental illness, do have a kind of unthinking, romantic attraction. But in reality of course, they are damaging, and in the case of Jean Jones, not particularly accurate. When we started looking into Jones’s work, we naturally found ourselves looking for reflections of her mental turmoil in her paintings. But it soon became clear that the correspondences weren’t there, and that her creative output existed not because, but in spite of her mental illness. Jones’s work was not the expression of a tortured mind. In fact, we feel that to see it in that way is to short change the seriousness of her craft. More broadly though, I don’t think there’s any place for it. In a world that takes mental illness seriously, the days of the “tortured genius” are done. 

What is your favourite painting displayed at St. Cross Church and why?

Oooh tough. The focus of the exhibition are a series of paintings of the church itself, but there’s some other great Oxford scenes on display too. There’s a particularly serene painting of Magdalen Deer Park for example, seen through the railings. If I had to choose a favourite though, I’d probably say Autumn Beech Shade (1971). Jones was fascinated by theories of vision, and throughout her work she sought to recreate the experience of viewership by warping and upturning the peripheries of her landscapes. This painting is a classic example of that, but taken to an even greater extreme than is usually the case. It is at once immersive and alienating – and I think at its best, that’s exactly what her work is capable of making you feel.

Image credit: freephotocc / Pixabay License via Pixabay

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